We started dating freshman year of highschool, on our one year anniversary he gave me a ‘promise ring’ and on our three year anniversary he gave me an engagment ring. one year ago today he was killed in a car accident and I haven’t been able to move on. everyone kept saying to me “your to young to be in love” or “you dont know what love is” but I know I was in love with him, we dated for over three years (without any breakups) yeah we had our fights, disagreements and there was a few times when I hung up the phone on him or I walked away from him, but everytime I would hang up or walk away without saying “I love you” when we got into a fight, he would call me back, or he’d chase after me. he was the love of my life and I can not move on, I have completely isolated myself from everyone in the past year, I keep to myself, I go to work, come home & stay with my daughter (our daughter, she was born a couple months before he died) ive tried dating other guys but I cant do it, I dont want too, I look at our daughter and I miss him so much.
he died not even a year after I graduated highschool, because after I graduated, we moved in together, I got pregnant (we didnt plan on getting pregnant before we got married) but he died before we even had a chance to get married.
my parents dont even understand anymore, they tell me that I was young and blah blah blah and that I need to move on, there is someone out there that im meant to be with, and maybe thats true, there might be someone out there, but he’ll never compare to the love of my life and I just I need someone, but how?